Betrayal

I tell myself that somebody cares,
That somenone out there is willing to help.
I try to belive that this is okay,
But I ask myself, is that what i feel?

I always look up, to see the stars shine,
Convincing myself that they're my true friends,
'Cause "friends" come and go, and make you belive,
...You closed your eyes once--- betrayal is there.

Building a wall, protecting myself,
I try not to care, but I know I do.
Tell me to smile, be happy again,
Regain all the hope, the trust lost with time.

It hurts right inside, though my heart's just numb,
'Cause I know I care... I'm juts so alone.
I like being alone, but i want a friend...
To let this pain go... Or I'll drown again.