In My Own World

Holaa..have you ever feel like live in your own world? You only know and care about yourself. Yaa, as the saying goes 'you know yourself better than anyone else'. Is it true? I think it is. In my last entry I've mention that I'm not the 'me' that I used to be. Well, I'm not like this before. Sometimes I wonder what makes me changed like 180 degree or maybe 360 degree. Perhaps that because of a lot of thing that didn't go as I planned or I just failed to accomplish.

Take my dream for example. Once, I was dreaming to be a pilot, an architect, an engineer, a graphic designer and an interior designer. But none of the become true. It just left a 'dream'. Now I'm studying administration. 

When I was small, I'm very competitive person. I like to win (no matter what it takes). I always stand up to be a leader (I'm sad when someone else was appointed as a leader). I like it if my friends ask me to teach them or do something for them. And I can be a good 'teacher' to them (whether it is good or bad thing). Hehehe...But not nowadays. When my friends ask me to teach them or ask me how to solve the question, I just don't know how or what to answer them. It's not like I don't want to answer them, but I just don't know the answer.

I don't know how to face a stranger. When I do my presentation, sometimes I feel that I don't know what I'm presenting about. It really hurts inside (when you don't know what are you doing). Sometimes I feel useless. Before this I hate failure. But now I don't think it is a matter to me.

Maybe my brother was right. He told me that I live in my own world. He said that I don't know and don't care about things that happened around me. And I've give some thought about it. Guess what? Yaah, it does makes sense. Somehow I think I've just lost all of my confident in me. I've become someone mysterious. I hate being in the crowd. I'm easily get bored and become someone who don't like talking. But, I love making friends with people around the world. Weird right? I like sharing stories that can open up my mind or make me think. I love reading other people life stories (the one that can inspire me).

Well, I still have about two years before graduating. InsyaAllah, I will graduate next year. Till then, I should just endure all the pain and be strong. The most important thing, I should gain back my confidence and find the 'me' that I've lost. ^_^

The New 'Me'

      Hello guys..seriously, it has been a long time since I last update my blog =( I'm busy..even I hav promise to updating my blog at least once a week..sorry~~ Just to let you know that this blog is going to be my personal blog (it was personal before)..But, I don't review any beauty products anymore..but, I will if I got time and products that I want to recommend..depend on my mood..but everything will be different from now on..I think so..I'll start to write more about LIFE. You too can share with me about your life..I'd like to hear other people story..well, I think everyone have their "Untold Story" rite?? Memories, experience, student life and so on..I think I'll update my blog regularly from now on..but, ONLY if I'm not busy with my assignment ^_^ Will stop now, see ya later~~ XOXO 

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Giveaway Winner

My first entry 2012..never thought it would be so long to make this entry. Never mind. Just a lil bit busy these days. Well, i hav mention that i won 2 giveaway last month in my previous entry..I've won Sigma Beauty $20 Gift Certificate from SmashinBeauty Makeup Blog Giveaway.I redeem it with Sigma Foundation - F60 brush. And I'm one of the winner in LUVIEW 'MEGA GIVEAWAY WORLD WIDE' event. So, here are the prizes.Lets see what i hav got =)

Sigma Foundation - F60 brush

In The LUVIEW Mega Giveaway, I've won 2 products (of my choice) from their website and one angel T-Shirt. Since I really want to try their BB Cream, I've choose LUVIEW Crystal Cover BB Cream and Crystal Mineral Pact. ;)

Angel T-Shirt, Crystal Mineral Pact and Crystal Cover BB Cream.

I'm so happy when i receive these items. ^_^ Still happy. hehe. Well, thats all for now. Have a nice day..smile always =) xoxo

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:: Korean Drama ::

Whoa..it's almost the end of Nov. But, i didn't post any..hmm, looks like i'm busy..yeah..busy with korean dramas..heheheee..just finish watching KBS Poseidon..omg..love Siwon..

There's still a lot of dramas in my watching list..currently watching My Princess..wonder when can i finish watching all these dramas..haha..my craziness for K-Drama will never end~~~Hwaiting!!!

I've always wanna post about makeup..but, still don't hav a chance to do it..i'll definetly do it one day..I think, thats all for now..Aaah, one more thing. Brown Eyed Girls - Cleansing Cream keep playing on my laptop..addicted with that song now..^_^

:: I'm Gonna Be Okay ::

Well, i think i'm much better now..and i'm gonna be okay..everythings gonna be okay..cheer up!!!!

Huhu, still recovering from my mixed emotion becoz of my big mistake..

I don't know why I keep repeating the same mistake that i did about 5 years ago..=(

I hope i won't be repeating this mistake in the future..never, never, never and never...huh~~

MOM, you're always been beside me when i need you..You give me strength..I'm nothing without you..Thank you so much...and i'm very very sorry for disappointing you..forgive me MOM, DAD..I LOVE YOU..BOTH OF YOU..I really do.. Thank you for always supporting and give me ur blessing in whatever i do..Thank you so much..

And not forgetting all my dear frenz who r always cheer me up..thank you so much..well, i don't hav a lot of frenz..but, all my dear frenz are really2x precious to me..thank you for lending me ur ears, listening to my problems..always make me laugh when i'm in trouble ^_^Thank u and Love u all..

I'm Gonna Be Okay..=) Thank U to all the people who're always be beside me and love u..mmuah<<<